Now that I am doing well, I worry that I could have another relapse. I remember the first time suicide popped into my mind. It seemed a real solution and it brought me peace of mind...then just as quickly as the thought came, I became terrified when I realized how close I was to death.
I am terrified now that I will ever go back to that place; and I am afraid that the next time, I will not be able or want to stop myself from acting on the thoughts.
Alright, on a positive note, we are heading into Roanoke today to do some sightseeing. I'll be sure to post some pics!
Have a great day yourself, dear reader!