
feeling that way this morning. sitting here contemplating the shower and dreading even that. it takes energy and i can't bear the thought of leaving my cocoon.
okay. here i go. 1...2...3...
4...5...6...
8:26 am - can't find my moisturizer, we're out of q-tips, and the grey line growing in the part of my hair screams, "omar!"
9:37 am - put on my anti-anxiety / anti-depression / addiction-smashing talisman ("Believe" pendant and Serenity Prayer infinity charm), and off to work i go.
11:30 am - a glimmer of hope. putting one foot in front of the other this morning and facing my fear is yielding results. confidence.
1:20 pm - lunch...ish. i know i should eat a healthy, protein-carb-balanced lunch with 1/2 the lunch veggies, but i feel guilty and settle for a snack.
2:46 pm - still rolling along...not the hottest tamale today, though.
6:00 pm - head out. off to night class.

7:30 pm - gotta go. class starting.
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