Showing posts with label CBT. Show all posts
Showing posts with label CBT. Show all posts

Monday, February 12, 2018

Step Two: My Planner

As mentioned in the previous post, recently I caught myself sinking back into depression. I took Step One to get back on track, and now...

Step Two: 


WELLNESS TOOL SUPREME - MY PLANNER

I first encountered personal planners back in 1990. When placing an office supply order at work, one of my coworkers requested DayTimer refills, and I thought, "What the hell is 'day...timer'?". Now mind you, I'd always been the type who poured over office supply catalogs like porn, but I'd never seen a planner quite like this before. This was no ordinary calendar. This was a caramel-colored leather, pocket-sized, hyper-organized success Grail!


Since then, technology may have made it infinitely easier to reconnect with your 3rd grade crush, share ideas around the world, and overthrow a small nation, but for me, and millions of others, paper-based planning beats hi-tech any day! In fact, since partial hospitalization (PHP) five years ago, paper planning has not only remained my go-to for everyday time and life management (i.e., calendar, to do list, contacts, and key info), but has evolved into a valuable tool for maintaining mental health and addiction recovery.
  

MENTAL ILLNESS/ADDICTION MANAGEMENT

To maintain mental and physical wellness, I use my planner to:
  • List medications (dose, frequency, etc.);
  • Track physical activity/exercise (e.g., steps walked each day, exercise log);
  • Track daily water consumption;
  • Meal plan;
  • Maintain a food log; and,
  • Log doctor visits/results, lab work, vaccines, etc.
In addition, I now carry a copy of my "KWRAP"* in my planner for easy reference. 

Created by Mary Ellen Copeland, PhD, Wellness Recovery Action Plan (WRAP) is a tool to which I was first introduced in PHP. They gave us handouts to work on in group, but I did mine on the computer at home - with movie clips. (See below. Obviously the meds were kicking in at that point!)





COGNITIVE BEHAVIOR THERAPY (CBT)

CBT is a tool for "modifying dysfunctional thinking and behavior"; and my planner has become a tool for CBT. My planner is a source of affirmations, visualizations, motivational quotes, gratitude lists, and other exercises designed to squash ANTs** and facilitate cognitive restructuring.








ART THERAPY

No, it is not imperative for staying on top of things, but pictures, stickers, and other colorful accents just plain pick me the hell up! The very act of doodling and adding Washi tape, scrapbook paper, and motivational quote stickers to a planner page relaxes me, much the way adult coloring books relieve stress for others.  





My raison d'ĂȘtre






MONEY MANAGEMENT


Needless to say, many of us coping with chronic mental illness and/or addiction struggle heavily with money management. In fact, the symptoms of our illnesses not only make managing finances difficult, but likely are the very things that dug us into our pecuniary pits in the first place. 

Fortunately, with the help of family, friends, and professionals, and a wealth of resources available in books and online now, we can begin moving forward in this area of our lives too. I've dedicated an entire section of my planner to this topic - a one-stop place for planning, tracking, and learning.  



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*If WRAP is pronounced, /rap/, then KWRAP is pronounced, well.../CRAP/. {Even cocooned in my bed by the Vortex, I still had a sense of humour at the time.}
**A.N.T.s - Automatic Negative Thoughts - coined by psychiatrist Dr. Daniel G. Amen, MD.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

The Electric Cloud

I have been suffering from serious anxiety in the past two weeks, and my husband reminded me of something. It was about two years ago, after returning by train from another vacation that I had the episode of major depression that landed me in the hospital. Perhaps my mind is reliving it.

The anxiety has been non-specific - no real source. Just a constant electric cloud hovering around me all day - threatening to zap me at any moment. I feel like running away, but there's no place to go to escape!

What did I learn in Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) at the hospital? I should probably pull out my WRAP (Wellness Recovery Action Plan) and apply some of the symptom management techniques, such as:

Shade and Bella

  • Sleeping 8 hours (and only 8 hours) tonight
  • Limiting caffeine (uh-oh...)
  • Eating lean protein / complex carbohydrate balanced meals
  • Drinking half my body weight in ounces of water
  • Taking a walk in this gorgeous weather
  • Talking to one of my support partners (e.g., my husband)
  • Blogging my thoughts out (Done!)
  • Praying / meditating
  • Spending time with my pets
Okay, that sounds like a plan. Let's see if it works!

Monday, June 30, 2014

Happy Monday!

I didn't do much today. The calm before the storm. I go back to school tomorrow - second summer session. One of my key classes, however, was cancelled due to lack of enrollment. This now pushes my graduation back once again - to December! I cried when I got the email; it is so frustrating. 

But it is what it is. 

On the lighter side, I'm feeling fairly good lately - very productive. I've been trying to employ CBT in my day with thought stopping (catching myself when an automatic negative thought pops to mind) and with positive affirmations - which I've incorporated into my morning and before bed routines. 

It's hard, though, when one's brain is so programmed to filter out the positive, especially about oneself. Change takes time, patience, and persistence, that's for sure!

I wish I had something more profound to say, but that's it! Hope your Monday was a good one, and your tomorrow is even better!




Sunday, June 29, 2014

CBT

Treating depression, anxiety, and other mental illnesses often involves medication; however, another key component to treatment is something called Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT). I think I've been focusing too much on whether or not my medication cocktail is working, and have neglected CBT.

CBT is exactly as the name suggests: changing the way one thinks and behaves from negative and harmful to positive, healthy, and life affirming.

For depression and anxiety, the cognitive component entails things like:
  • identifying and monitoring automatic, distorted thinking
  • thought stopping
  • thought replacement
  • positive affirmations
The behavioral component entails things like:
  • healthy eating
  • exercising
  • getting adequate sleep each night
  • practicing new, healthy coping skills
For more information about CBT, checkout the following:

Beck Institute for Cognitive Behavior Therapy
NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness)

Well, CBT is going to be my focus for the month of July. I'll let you know how it goes.