i've been wading through the darkness for a few months now; and today, for the first time, i feel fully alive.
what i can't control pounds like the raging surf around me. it could knock me down and drag me under, or i could ride the waves to shore. the choice is mine, and i choose life.
this does NOT mean that i'm happy about any of this! i'm just slowly learning to make the most of that which is.